MY RANDOM THOUGHTS                                           By:Ony Stoltzfus

Its funny how up until we got engaged i was counting how long weve been together..now that we are engaged im counting how long till our wedding...(which is 153 days) and i really have to think wen someone asks how long weve been together...i beleive it is 1 year and 7 months..yes indeed..i got it now:) anyways-our easter service at church was amazing today...He is risen!!...(heres the part where u say He is risen indeed)

i dont have much to say since ive kinda grew outa this whole xanga thing and am nowa  facebook-aholic...but i will tel u thing for those of u who dont have facebook-GET IT!

hard to beleive that next year this time i most likely will not be spending easter with my family...so today im gana drink it all in,soak it up,bathe in there presence(does that make sence??) im excited.sausages on the grill,pasta salad,amazing deserts,sweet tea...should be marvelous!this is the first year that we the adults cannot join in on the easter egg hunt and i must say i am a bit disapointed:( i mite sneek an egg in my pocket if i see one..or buy one off of chad...:)

 i had a dream last night that i had a break down..someone asked me how i feel about moving(which i am very excited about-in a nervous way)and i started bawling-so this mornin i told my mom..i dont no if that was one of those dream come true things or not-but if in the next couple weeks i break down and cry allot...dont be surprised":)

speaking of my mom...i do have a halarious one...she is the most amazing women!and i love her to death!

I cannot beleive i am gana change my last name...that is crazy to me-im always up for something new so im sure it will be fun..but its jsut funny-how can one change there name??!!ive been practicing my signature..and it does not look near as good as the original..although i have learned that wen making reservations at a restaraunt it is soo much easier to say :"mullet" then "stoltzfus"in face even wen im not with matt i give "mullet" at least that i dont have to spell out if they even look at me a little bit  funny i just say "the hair..."and they continue writing:) every time i think about being called mrs mullet i think of the movie pride and prejudice at the end he asks her wen he can call her mrs darsey and she says "only wen u are completely without a doubt happy"(not her words but i cannot think of those old-timein words she used" and he says it over and over again-look at me sucha  hopeles romantic...-about the title of this post...I WASNT KIDDING!-back to changing my name-should be fun.:)

wedding planning is fun-im at that stage right now where ive done the big beginning stuff and now its fro the middle stage which is small details that most of them u cant do till its closer to the wedding so i keep thinkin ..i need to do something wedding..and i cant think of anything-at that part i go to the mall and buy somethign nice for our house:)-thats kinda wedding!:)allen is making our invitations which i am oh so grateful for -he was working with em last nite and there turning out to be perfect jsut how i wanted them-2 great thing about this..im saving money and i can be there to tell him if i dont like something-which i am very easy wen it comes to stuff like that -cuz i trust my brother-and i no he knows what hes doin:)so its workin good-stil not quite finished not sure if ill have em done by the time i go to nc end of this month or not..time wil tell-other then that-im finisihing up our music for th wedding which im super picky with-music is my passion so its got to be JUST RIGHT!!...and i have changed it a million times .i thik i have most of it set though..

Matt is busy working on the house-i always get all sad wen he texts me and tells me hes working over there..wish i could be there-i told him this once and hes like yea but what would u do i was lie i dont no hand u things!!..it would be a blast!He makes me laugh...i love our relationship-its uniqueness and randomness..and just being "us" he is everything i prayed for in a man-and i have so much to be thankful for!

i really want a dog-i dotn no how many times ive told matt i want a dog-he claims well get one--and im so excited...i think id be a good dog-mom.

about 2 weeks ago Matt came up for the weekend and Char Newswanger took our engagement pictures-she is an amazing photographer..and i remember the first time i saw her pictures i was like "ive got to have her:"so with some moving the date of our wedding around we are indeed haveing her as our photographer..to see her site and also a few of our engagement pictures go to   www.authenticyouphotography.com  and to see the whole video of all of them..umm u ahve to have facebook:)sorryy!!:)anyways HAPPY EASTER EVERYONE!!

to those fo you who read this whole post......  

  bless your heart:)i ahve no idea what i wrote...

6 MONTHS-ISH:)

random tiny update-wedding stuff is coming along..im loving it and stressing it all at once:)working allot till easter so once that hits then i will be allot more focused on wedding things-which i cant wait for..cause i realy dont have much time for it...anyways....super uber excited-am slowly putting things in boxes around my house..which seems really odd..soo im tryin to really enjoy these last few months with mom and dad-which is something i will miss so much-the 3 of us pry have way more fun then a family should have together-ok give or take some:)considering we all get really grouchy at times:)but we have fun!   anyways the countdown is on..and i pry wont update again fora  lloonnggg time-but see u all around!

sssoooo...........

       IM GETTING MARRIED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

last night we went out to eat and then went to the beach afterwards..let me just say that i was not expecting this!!hes been talkin all weird lately..and i just thought it was gana be a long time...so wen he stopped along the beach last nite and got down on one knee..i about flipped!!!i was like "are u serious??!!" i dont no how many times i said are u serious and the one time hes lke :noo im only kiddin with this fake ring"...anyways i 4got to say yes:)so he was like well???...then i said yes..cried a little...laughed allot...and now i get to plan a wedding!!CRAZY!anyways.thatsthe story i told like a zilion times alrady figured if i posted it on here i culd save my breath:)

      I HAVE BEEN BLESSED

    on sunday my dear siser decided she wanted to use me as a guinea pig to take pics...so i alowed it:) hha anyways here are only a few of the results...

if anyone would like to book Rosa u can check out her site at rozbomom  :)

 ok some long time ago pictures...im not gana post pics of kaylas wedding cause my sister karen has a bunch on t=her site..but her wedding was seriously AMAZING!!!it was so much fun for me to be a part of it!! the nite of her wedding i went to  with my parents to nashville tennessee-for britanys wedding and also to go to church under the bridge-its a church for homeless people..it was such an awsome experience...words cannot describe!anyways heres only a few pictures of that..

at brittany and jds wedding...

the coolest idea ever...

and then we went to music row for some sight seeing:)...i was so amazed!

matts replacement:)haha

mom and me actin ridiculous..

me and dad strolling..

"big guitar":)

with earl galloway and candy at the place where they keep all the food and suplies etc for the bridge church..

time for church people..

amy grant was there and this lady was soo proud that she got her autograph so she was showing it to me:)

i 4get what his name was but he was funny and his dog was rude!!

ill close out with this...

AND NOW FOR MY FAVORITES!!!!tonya and i went to north carolina for 10 days just got home last nite-it was  tragic coming home..i was so sad and tonya was so happy-haha funny how taht worked.anyways..here  are some of those pics..sorry this is gana be a ahuge post ful of pics but so be it.

tonya and i goin SHOPPING!!!!!we saved up for months for this spree and it was amazing!!!!!!

mee matt and tonya went out for wings-DELIGHT!!!!

let me say it this way..my cousin,whose one of my best friends,my boyfriend and wings..DOES LIKE GET ANY BETTER??!!haha jk

polk county football game it was cold and rainy...but stil super fun:)

did i mention it was cold??

and then we went to larkins:)

matts cousin heather got married on saturday-so we went to the wedding..it was soo beautiful!i love the outdoors and her wedding was all outside..i was in awe:)these lil guys were so stinkin cute!

heather and myron-

LOVED these candles!!!

we stayed with aaron and esther saturday nite and sunday- thank u guys soo much 4 letting us stay there it was so awsome hangin out wtih u all:)

PLAYIN ROCK BAND!!haha

sunday night matts church had a chilli fest thing-it was super fun they played games had some music and cooked a huge pot of chilli over a fire..it was super cold but we all bundled up-tons of fun!and some amazing chilli!!

me and 2 of matts neices..watchin the guys play a game..

bundled up:)

tues nite we went to wings again with carmen and andrew (matts sis and husband)and jeremy and amy(matts cousin and wife)and my cous tonya:)-it was super fun!:)

ok im gana leave u with one more..and then i am DONE!!!

-was a fabulous week and a half and i was super sad to come home..but its time to work again..and wait for the next time i get to be with him:)

almost 14 months:)wooohoo!

luv to all